Catriona Gray carried more weight on her shoulders than the 29.7-carat Phoenix Mikimoto Crown that was placed on her head on the glorious Monday morning of December 17, 2018, at the IMPACT Arena of Bangkok, Thailand, when she was named Miss Universe.
It was as if, as she spoke, she was feeling the desperation of the people of Smokey Mountain, a place that got its name from the fires and smoke of the metro's garbage dump as it burned.
As she took her victory walk, she was also walking for her father, whose bad knees have been a real concern for her, and for her mother, whose big dreams she has always pinned on her only child Catriona.
Resplendent in her red-hot Mak Tumang "lava gown," the 25-year-old girl from the Philippines was hailed the new queen, giving the country its fourth win in the Miss Universe arena, presumably the grandest of beauty pageants.
Amid the celebration and myriad cheer, there stood Catriona, the family breadwinner and a champion of poor children.
CATRIONA ON THE MOVE
Sipping a cup of coffee, on her fourth photo shoot of the day, Catriona tells libobet168.vip (Philippine Entertainment Portal), in a bid to make everyone feel at home, "I just try my best na lang."libobet168.vip follows three sites--Esquire, Cosmopolitan Philippines, Female Network, all from Summit Media--this Sunday, March 3.
"It's not every day that it's jam-packed," Catriona says with a smile, "so when I take it, it's a lot of blessings naman getting to work with great people and getting to be home in the Philippines.
Asked how it was in New York, all she could comment on was the weather, and nothing about shopping trips or clothes fittings or lively parties.
Quite unusual for someone who has just been crowned queen of the universe.
One of the things she looks forward to in New York is watching more Broadway musicals. She says she enjoyed watching Dear Evan Hansen.
"I just love music kasi, e, and Broadway I love how they're acting, singing, all in one, live." Catriona says her heart is filled with thank-yous for all the blessings coming her way as a beauty queen. She says, "I never wanted to do pageants. I remember, even when I began, there were people, 'Ah you should try out Binibini, you should try out this pageant.' Pero I was like, 'Ayoko, I don't have interest.'""I thought it was just a show once a year and then every year, there's a new one. That's all I saw it as lang. I didn't realize, especially here in the Philippines, how much of an important figure in a society beauty queens are in a way."
The five-foot-eleven Bicolana stunner was then focused on a career as a fashion and commercial model. She was the face for many brands and was named one of the sexiest models in the country by Cosmopolitan Philippines in 2012.
But in 2014, her life took an unexpected turn. Her parents, who had been based in Canada, decided to join her and settle in the Philippines. At the age of 20, Catriona suddenly became the sole breadwinner for her family. Catriona recounts, "I was self-sufficient from the age of 18 to 19, 20. "My parents moved to the Philippines after I got my first big pay check as a model, which was very exciting. "And I guess they thought that it was the beginning of something for me, so they packed up everything, and they came all the way to the Philippines."And all of a sudden, I was the breadwinner for my family. It was so funny when that happened."
She adds:"It was like all the opportunities just fell away, like, I had so many doors closed in my face. It was incredibly frustrating and that came with the pressure of being the breadwinner.""I was really, really down. I love my parents so much. I'm more than happy to provide for them. "But, like, at that time I just saw my bank account emptying and emptying and emptying. "I had the fear of, 'What if something happens to them and I need to have emergency costs, what if I can't?' "So, I was so scared. I was so crippled by fear."
CAT TAKES THE PATH OF SERVICE
Instead of getting lost in her fears, Catriona decided to find herself in other pursuits. She became a volunteer for Young Focus Philippines, a non-government organization helping to provide underprivileged youth from Smokey Mountain in Tondo, Manila, access to education.
"Seeing it with my own two eyes in the middle of a hot summer, and I just couldn't understand why I was so lucky to be in a situation where I had access to school, I had a roof above my head all the time. I never had to worry when I was a child about going hungry."The experience made a huge impact on Catriona. She wanted to do more. She took her cue from a close friend who clued her in on beauty pageantry as a platform for her advocacy. She recalls, "My very good friend, Valerie Weigmann, she joined as Miss World Philippines in 2014, so I was exposed to the world of pageantry through her, 'cause I supported her. "I watched for the first time her pageant, and I was just amazed at how she was able to elevate not just herself but her cause through Miss World, through pageantry, and through that kind of community. So, that's how pageantry opened up to me, and I pursued it." As they say, do good and it will come back a thousandfold. She says, "It feels like a lot has transpired in the last two months. "But it's been such a blessing, you know, I’m grateful so much! "And even the journey itself, but these are the things that I'm most grateful about, 'cause… to get through all those ups and downs, but to be here now and look back. "'Ayun pala, Lord, that's why it happened talaga. You were preparing me for this. Hay, salamat kay Lord!'"
HER ROYAL CATNESS
Catriona's pageant career started in 2016. She first trained with Jonas Gaffud and then with other pageant experts from Aces and Queens, a well-known training camp for aspiring beauty queens. "First time I started pageantry, I was under a camp. That was mainly influenced by the fact that I was a newbie. "I didn't know anything about pageantry. I was just a model. I knew how to walk like a model. "But I don't know how to walk like a beauty queen, you know."
"After my bout in Miss World, I had a break for like a year and a half 'cause I really thought pageantry was over for me. It wasn't like not getting the crown, but I guess my experience just didn't live up to what I thought it would be, and I felt one pageant is enough for a lifetime 'cause you invest so much."Joining another pageant was not really in her plans for 2018, but many loyal followers insisted that she join another. In January 2018, she surprised everyone by submitting her application to Binibining Pilipinas. "Everyone kept messaging me, like, 'Hey Cat, please, please, please reconsider. We'd love for you to represent the country again. Please, please, please think about it.' "And at first I would ignore, and then I started thinking about it, like, 'Why did they really believe in me hanggang ngayon?' Like, that was like a year and a half later. "I didn't understand that and then I started thinking, 'What if I did join?' Like, 'What if I could represent the Philippines in Miss Universe? What if I compete for Miss Universe?' "I was 24 at that time so what have I got to lose? 'Hindi, sige na, let's do it.'"
Catriona ignored the comments and went ahead with her team--pageant/catwalk trainer Carlos Buendia Jr., shoemaker Jojo Bragais, fashion designer Mak Tumang, casting director Harley Tan, and stylists Ton Lao and Justine Aliman, hairstylist Brent Sales, makeup artists Jelly Eugenio and Memay Francisco, among many others.
"I just saw people that I really believed in, and you know the fact that they believed in me enough to become a part of my team, like it kinda just felt together in that way."She adds, "And what's wonderful is that we all kind of became a family and everyone forged friendship within the group." Catriona ultimately won the Miss Universe Philippines 2018 crown in March 2018, and in December, the Miss Universe title.
CAT SPEAKS UP
She kicked off her reign as Miss Universe by appearing in several U.S. television shows and attending fashion events.
With every opportunity, she continues to promote her causes alongside the HIV/AIDS awareness campaign of the Miss Universe Organization.
"The thing is, we're not researching before we believe or speak and I feel that's something that needs to change 'cause so many people are being hurt, so many causes are not gaining the right attraction."Cat continues, "We're not putting the right attention on things 'cause we are formulating our opinions over small snippets we read or fake headlines or fake news or even hearsay. "And that damages the movement more than it contributes to it because it leads to a lot of misinformed public. "So I think that can also be adjusted in schools—teaching children, like, to read articles and check sources." And, yes, she has something to say about social media.
"Again, it's a free place where everyone can voice out their opinion, and I think we should also instill... within ourselves as individuals to not put our value or worth within social media."
CATRIONA BEFORE SHE BECAME ROYALTY
Catriona was born and raised in Cairns, Queensland, to a Scottish-born father, Ian Gray, and a Filipina mother, Normita Ragas Magnayon. Asked about her childhood, Catriona recalls, "I really had a beautiful childhood. "We really treasure family time together 'cause my dad worked away from home a lot, so I really treasure the times that we're all together. "I also love being outdoors, climbing trees, and in the pool or even doon sa ocean, like I'm a very outdoor kid so they're my favorite memories." There is one special memory of her childhood in Australia she will always treasure: the Little Miss Philippines pageant in Sydney that her mom made her join in 1999. Her eyes light up as she recounts, "When I was five, my mom put me in that competition 'cause we were living in Sydney at that time. "Of course, I didn't know what's going on, pero I won that pageant, like, a little one for ages 3 to 7 yata, something like that, so 'yon, Little Miss Philippines ako nung 1999." Catriona grew up aware of her Filipino roots. Her mom usually brought her on vacation trips to Albay. She remembers fondly, "I remember the first time I went there. I drove past the church and the school and my mom was actually with me and 'cause I haven't met my lola or lolo. "They both passed away before I was born, and the only grandparent I met was my great grandmother. "So, my mother's grandmother and my mom told me as we were driving past, 'Oh, that's where lola used to take us in school, that's where we go to church!' "That was very special for me because I never met them, so in a way, I felt a little bit connected in that way. It was very sentimental."
AFTER MISS UNIVERSE
Catriona has nine more months as Miss Universe. She says, "The crown is an amazing blessing, but it's not that once I pass the crown, my life would end. I think it's just a great stepping platform for major things. "Of course, I want to have a purposeful reign, so I'll really try and work my butt off this whole year, and really try and set myself up to keep doing work as a spokesperson, as an ambassador. "But also I want to pursue music, 'cause music is something that I love, that I really love doing. "If I could write or collaborate my own music, put together an album. I'll really love that. "And also, I want to be able to provide my parents with a retirement home. That would make me really happy. "Get my dad a new pair of knees and even set up some personal businesses for me and my mom. So, that's a lot." The Miss Universe crown is just the beginning for Catriona. As for the rest of us, maybe for a treat, we can get her to sing something. Anything. She has a great voice, crown or no crown.
PHOTOGRAPHER: Dookie Ducay
SHOOT PRODUCER: Nikko Tuazon
INTERVIEW: Francesca Ganal, Nikko Tuazon
CREATIVE DIRECTOR: Jeremiah Idanan
SHOOT COODINATOR: Lou Ferrer
STYLISTS: Miguel Cruz, Jowi Guzman, Princess Villones, and Rex Atienza of StyleList, Inc.
MAKE-UP ARTIST: Jelly Eugenio
HAIRSTYLIST: Brent Sales
VIDEO PRODUCERS: John Henri Mariano, Jean Saturnino, Coleen Oliva
Shot on location at Novotel Manila Araneta Center in Quezon City.
Special thanks to Esther Swan and Jackie Shahinian of Miss Universe Organization, and Nonito Cuizon of Novotel